Although i miscarried a year ago i still feel very empty and sad.i find myself not alive somehow,i feel numb. i was only 10 weeks when i lost the baby,but i was very excited for those 10 weeks.I feel my partner and everyone around me have forgotten what i lost,i feel very alone.I think what hurts the most is a month after i had miscarriage my partners brother's girlfriend announced she was pregnant.Seeing her with the baby and the joy it gives my partners family is just awful,i feel so selfish because i should be happy for them,but instead i feel sad and alone.i see my partner staring at the baby and can't help but feel i have let him down aswell.my mother in law does nothing but talk about the baby.i often cry myself too sleep.I try to talk to my partner but he just tells me it will get better etc,but well its a year later and i remember the day like it was yesterday.I was just really looking for some advice and is it normal too still be so upset over it? I'ts really nice to even get this off my chest talking to someone else. Laura xx
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